SAYING GOODBYE TO 2015

It's the time of the year again where everything was refreshed; New year equals to new life.
People might forget their 2015 experience, or someone might forget as time drifts by, or I might forgot it myself but 2015 will always be tattooed in my heart.

A lot of things happened in this year form me. And by mean a lot means a strings of events that makes me discover and realize new things for myself. Let's start from the begging of 2015. I've never said this to anyone but I've fallen into the depth of silent depression where I can't think and see everything clearly. I had fallen into the rabbit hole where falling is the only option. Everything is so pitch black that I learn to adapt my eyes into the darkness. I felt so useless and sometimes I have suicidal thoughts but then soon I come to realize that it was never an option. Just because I'm walking in the darkest part of my life doesn't mean I have to end things by killing myself. No! It's never the solution to a problem. I have to continue walking in life, it's not over yet; it wasn't for me to decide.

Then I remember an old verse "Mathew 7:7: "Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you. "For everyone who asks receives, and he who seeks finds, and to him who knocks it will be opened"" 
It always works for me in the past. Whenever I have problems I call to Him and it was always answered. So I pray with all my might and seek for forgiveness for everything that I have done and soon the answers were given to me. And I never realize that it was all just right under my nose. Everything that I never were already given and it was just up to me to recognize it. As soon as I realize this, I've never been so much happier than I could be. Since then,  discovered more about myself.

I was bathed in the light. It was hard at first, I get used to the darkness that being in the light hurts but soon, I come to love it. I realize that I could do everything that I want as long as I put my mind into it. It's all a matter of perspective; of how you look at things. I learn that I should look at all the circumstances positively, let the problem problem you, to never bow down to people that step on you, to never let anything to pull you down and if you fall on the ground you should stand up every time. Just like what Robin Hood said (2010 movie) "rise and rise again until lambs become lions" 

2015 was sure a blast for me, I learn how to be brave and to look positively in my life so a lot of first happened on my life in this year, things that I've never dared to do before, things that I fear. I will surely never regret this year for it teaches me so many lessons. Into the rabbit hole I've fallen but soon I found wonderland.

Goodbye 2015

All ends here. But this is just the beginning. 

Reasons Why I Made A Blog

“Writing is the geometry of the soul. ”-Plato

Time Check: 3:40 in the morning. Yeah, sunshine will soon rise and I still haven't sleep a wink. My last online conversation with someone ended 13 minutes ago and I'm still here and not having a my good sleep. Those years of drinking too much coffee have paid off and now I got insomnia, a condition where a person have a problem with hibernating. 

But it's not just insomnia but also my massive cold due too the very cold weather (well, that's what you always got after Christmas).

So all things happening right now lead me to sit here in front of my computer writing what's inside my mind without thinking twice. So now I'll gonna write my reasons why did I created this blog and it might as well inspired you to create one if you're not sure to start blogging or not.

1. To be a my dumping site. 

          No, not the dumping site where you throw your garbage (srysly), but an outlet an outlet of my crazy ideas and experiences (AKA personal journal). And who knows if the crazy ideas and fun experiences we write for the world to see might inspired others?

2. To be a better writer.

          Having a place when you can practice writing will help you improve your writing skills. I want to improve my writing skills and having a blog will really help me. A blog serves as a training ground for every inspiring writers out there.

3. To meet new people.

          Yeah, you can't see them personally but who know if it will happened someday? Whether it be through emails, comments or social media, it's surprising how you can easily meet people on the web. And you can form great real bonds with them (no need to handle awkward situations). In fact, most of my great friends today came from the online community.

4. To be more confident.

          I admit it, I'm an introvert and don't like to be seen public. I have a low self esteem and I really hated it when the bright spot is on me. But writing makes me feel more confident and happy about myself. It makes me think that I'm special in my own way specially when other people says I write great. You just don't know how much joy it brings when others says you have a great skill in writing.

5. Well it's free.

          Blogging doesn't required a you to pay. In fact, I haven't spend any single penny in creating a blog site. I just sign up at blogger.com and make the magic works.

6. To earn money.

          Ever since I was young, I hate to ask my parents for my allowance. My older brother and I grew up in a family with business minded parents so as we grew up, we develop a business like mind. Ever since I was young I want to build my own business. I don't like asking my parents for money because for me everything is earned through hard work. And also, the money i would want to spend would come from my own and not from my parents.

7. To help those who need an advice for something.

          Why most people are on the internet? Not just to socialize but also to look for advice's and tips that they badly need. And I'm always here to help. Trust me on this, I always have an extra ear for everyone.

8. To be a recommendation platform.

          I love doing different things specially finding the best food in the city. I always wanted to share my opinions and recommendation on things that I usually do. My best friend used to tell me that if I really want to share my opinions i should start blogging and now here it is!

 Blogging is a fun and healthy way to do. Now it's your turn to make your decision if you want to do it or not, in the end it's still your choice, I have nothing against that I'm just here to tell advice's. But I guarantee you that you won't regret starting a blog.

See you in my next blog~  

Rin~